Wes Quick - Untitled
    
As I sit in this cage, I think of the outside world.
My life is not missed.
Time continues to pass as I sit in this cell.
These walls that hold me, closing in, they mock me.
They laugh at my cries.
They creep closer and closer till all I see, all I hear
Is the whispers that come from my concrete tomb.
These walls call my name, they know me; they know all.
They enfold the part of me that used to be sane,
Forever locking it away.
That part of me is now dead,
Locked away in its own concrete tomb.
But still I live, waiting for my day.
My day to go free, or the when all I know will end.
Fate has dealt me a cruel hand.
Two extremes is all I have, to live or to die.
I look to the walls for answers, but still they mock me,
laugh at me and taunt me with half-truths.
I cannot endure this Hell any longer.
My sanity, or what's left, starts to crumble.
I beg the walls, I plead for them to let me go.
I can't take it, everything is fading.
Let me go, let me out, somebody help!
My screams fall on deaf ears.
All is gone, all is black,
All that's left is the walls of my tomb,
My world, my life...

Wes Quick

    

Even living in the light,
We all must venture through the darkness
To understand ourselves
And more fully understand
And enjoy the light.

Though,
Some of us may dwell in the darkness
Too long and be condemned
Before we reach the light.

We still long for the light
While enshrouded in the darkness.

Some live in the darkness,
Succumbed by its promises,
Forget the light,
and only know
What the darkness has to offer.

Those are truly lost!
 

Wes Quick

    

Sittin' on this damn tier thinkin' of old times.

Pistachios and french fries on a summer's eve,
days spent on phones and in dens
in worlds away from here,
in minds not too clear.

A hazy fog settled all around,
time passes by on invisible legs.

Words, unspoken, unwritten, not there, never appearing,
so therefore never disappearing.

Papers left blank, pens never touched, feelings never shown.
Babies born, lives gone, new ones here, old ones done.
Friends lost, loves gone, old times trapped
never again to be released.

Hell tried, Heaven tested, back to olden days, Sheol in creation.
Restless spirits, dying Gods of an ancient era,
scheming demons playing with lives come and gone,
new recruits all on the board; who'll go where?

Worlds of playing fields, battles between good and evil,
black and white, old and new.
Stars untested, unknown, shall we go,
or shall we stay, will we know?

Billions of years, thousands of times, endless seas,
forgotten voyages, meaningless adventures under these skies,
skies of blue, of gray, old, and dying, dissipating.

Technology crippling, killing, waning,
waxing, destroying, mutating.
Too advanced, consequences unknown,
God not happy, changing what was made,
1998 made by 3.

Who'll come, the ancient battle of old, written in the Book?
The ancient snake come to claim the earth.
Oh well, maybe we'll be here, maybe we won't.

Friendless, loveless, who cares, opened arms to embrace death,
all is lost, heart is black, nothing left, all is gone,
nothing, darkness, silence ? Peace?
                                                                                          Wes Quick

    

I find myself sitting in the middle of an open field.
Sun shining, green grasses flowing.
An eerie feeling comes over me, a profound silence.
As if I'm the only living thing in this field.
Yet, I feel the presence of another.
I look around, trees border this field on all sides.
Gnarled and misshapen, the light ends there.
I venture towards the trees, a sense of dread comes
over me as I approach them.
Even though the field Is warm and enticing and meets
my every need, I feel a gnawing Inside.
I feel compelled to enter the forest.
As I enter the trees, a darkness comes crashing over me.
I feel a hand close over my shoulder.
I'm twisted within its cold, skeletal grip.
Images flash before my eyes.
Screams of tortured and dying souls.
Images of every conceivable Evil
Darkness shrouds all, erasing everything from sight.
The hand that holds me releases me.
I stumble through the darkness, I'm confronted by all
my fears, and lust when I feel my sanity is about snap,
I see a light
I move towards it, flicking the ghastly images that
surround from sight, concentrating on nothing but
the light
As I scramble towards it, I feel hands closing wound
me, caressing me, whispering promises in my ear.
The light is momentarily forgotten.
I start to sink to the ground, only wanting to rest in
the sweet embrace of the darkness.
But then I remember the images from before,
I remember the unspeakable Evil.
My adrenaline pumping, heart pounding, I once again
head toward the light
when I think I can go no further, that I'll have to surrender to the darkness,
I break through the trees and into the light
The sun drives the cold from my bones, the Evils from
my mind.
I am free, I have made it back into the light
The shining sun beaming down, the grasses flowing
green.
 

Wes Quick
 

    

 SITTIN' ON DEATH ROW, THINKIN' OF MEMORIES AND TIMES OF OLD.
I FEEL AS IF THE DEVIL HOLDS MY LIFE, AS IF MY SOUL HAS BEEN SOLD.
THE FEELING OF KNOWING THAT I SIT ON IDLE TIME,
THAT THE STATE HOLDS MY LIFE AT 21 AND ME IN MY PRIME.
THE FEELINGS THAT CONCUR KNOWING THAT MY LIFE WILL END
IN TEN YEARS OR SO, THAT IF ALL MY APPEALS FAIL, THEN MY LIFE WILL BE THROUGH.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL?
ANGRY AT MYSELF OR AT THE STATE, SHOULD I BE SAD AND DEPRESSED,
OR JUST GIVE lN TO MY FATE. BOY I WISH I WOULD'VE LISTENED
TO ALL THE THINGS THAT MY PARENTS SAID. BUT INSTEAD OF LISTENING,
I WENT MY OWN WAY, AND WHAT DO I HAVE TO SHOW
FOR GOING MY OWN WAY?
A PREMATURE JUDGMENT DAY.
 
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