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Gangsta Prayer 5/ '98
Heavenly
father please hear me tonight.
I
need so much guidance to live my life right.
Sometimes
the pressure is so hard to bear.
I
often wonder if anyone cares.
How
can I wake up and face a new day
knowing
I have to live my life this crazy way?
Heavenly
father forgive all my sins
I
want to change but where do I begin?
Give
me strength to resist the wild life I desire
Help
me stay away from the nightly gunfire.
Please
God, bless my family whose eyes silently plead
for
me not to go out as they all watch me leave.
God
bless my family who cries every night
worrying
if I'll be killed in yet another gang fight.
Heavenly
father please answer my prayer
Please
let me let me know that you're listening up there.
When
will it end ? Whats it all for ?
To
prove to my 'brothers', , yeah, I'm down, I'm hard core.
Sometimes
I even wonder how will I die?
By
a bullet wound or a knife in my side.
Heavenly
father please hear me tonight
Give
me the courage and strength to live my life right.
Please
show me the way, lord, show me the light
Help
give my heart peace so I don't have to fight.
Thank
you for your forgiveness lord, and for still being there.
most
of all, thanks for listening to this sinners' prayer
Amen
--- Kenny Parr, 5/'98
My
life ain't complete when love is not there
My
life is a glare when love is not there
So
as I sit, down and depressed
wondering
when will my life be at rest
As
I ask the lord when will it end,
The
day I go to heaven is when it all begins.
So
as I pray that my life is OK
As
long as my love is never away. +
--- Kenny Parr, 1/'98
What
is love when love is blind.
What
is peace, when love is mine.
Love
is there when you are gone
Love
is age so far beyond
Love
is feeling, love is taste
Love
is kept in a secret place.
Or
is it love or is it lust ?
Visualize
whats between us.
I
can speak or I can
just
focus on the love thats alive.
--- Kenny Parr, 1/'99
Please
hold me in your heart forever and never let me go
Please
tell me you'll always love me
because
this I need to know
Please
tell me that you'll always need me
The
way I've always needed you
Please
keep me in your prayers
And
the same I'll do for you.
Please
blow a sweet kiss
And
send it to me in the wind
Please
make it last forever
So
that our love will see no end.
Please
save me a night of love
for
when all is said and done
Please
believe me baby when I
say
you're still the one.
--- Kenny Parr, 6/'98
I
know that whatever I lost on the outside
I
can keep forever inside
And
whatever they do to keep me
Will
be the thing that sets me free
I
knowthat as long as I can dream,
I
can spend time with the ones I love
Some
nights I think that a dream
is
not as good as a kiss or a hug
from
someone you love.
But
every kiss and hug from my past
helps
me to dream of the things
that
are true in my heart.
There
is not enough tears to cry
Or
words to be said.
that
can stop this pain in my heart
But
its the pain that keeps me
together,
and at the same tiome
Tears
me apart.
-- Kenny Parr 1/98
Seeing
your face again
feeling
your lips against mine.
Knowing
what we've had
and
keeping it all in mind.
Remembering
the fun times
Trying
to forget the bad.
It
only makes me really sad.
Just
wanting us together for good.
And
only worry about what we should.
Forget
about what people say
And
do only what you may
if
its to make me cry.
Just
give me the reason why.
Only
from me can you recieve the love you do
So
please just remember
I
love you!
-- Kenny Parr /98
The
days have gone by
Its
my turn to cry
I've
lost before
And
I've lost once more.
It
was different this time,
My
love is really true
You
are my every thought,
my
every laugh
You
filled my life with joy, its true !
You're
gone now.
The
memories still here
I
only wish you were near
To
feel your heart, warm and soft,
Now
what do I do?
Since
I don't have you, I'm lost !
I
can't bare the thought
of
missing you everyday
Sure
we can be friends
But
is it really the same
what
am I to do but cry for you
The
tears I never used to have
They
all pour out for you
--- Kenny Parr 1/98
You
are so far, but
your
love is so near.
despise
my destiny delete
my
fears
As
I cry for your long lost
passion,
the
light in my heart
will
keep our love forever
lasting
Your
body is so far, but
your
love is so near,
I
keep it in the depths
of
my heart, far from fear
to
detain ourselves, an
to
detect the presence of
our
love.
To
not lose my
composure,
and wait for
the
one I love.
Your
love is still here and
vague
memories of us kissing
in
the mist of my mind.
Missing
what I'm wishing as
our
love is still
Deprived
--- Kenny Parr 7/30/99
If
I leave here tomorrow
would
you still feel the same
would
you hear me at night
when
I whisper your name ?
Would
you remember me each day
and
know that our love was so true?
Would
you remember our night together
when
I was holding you?
Would
you break down and cry
a
river of endless tears?
Would
you be able to feel me
if
ever I was near?
would
you understand my feeling?
could
you deal with the pain?
or
would you go crazy
and
try to take all the blame?
would
you know that I still love you
through
all the pain and sorrow?
would
you still be in love with me
if
I leave here tomorrow?
--- Kenny Parr 1/98
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