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LOVE

Love is kind, love is gentle.
Love can be wonderful if taken sentimental.
How can one deny the presence or it's existence?
If they have never been overwhelmed by concupiscence!
Precious time and heavy thoughts fill the needs of it's captor,
while my heart is being held prisoner by her infatuation with my character, needless to say the innocent will be well rewarded.
Sense the compassion   of   righteousness seeks to be intensely sorted, you have the mind that God has blessed you with and eye's that say, "Lord have mercy.
Your kisses are sweet as honey and everything about you enchants me, when my sight becomes focused my strength becomes bolder.
Friendship  is like wine;  It gets better as it grows older, one cannot enjoy their inner self until the mood is sealed.
Passion is a hot and blazing fire that cannot be put out at will.
intoxicated by your beauty and innocent  as two newborn doves, if
yellow is the color of sunrays, then how could it not be love?...

By: Jamal Fahim Hassan
A.K.A. Carlos A. Hawthorne
C 1999



THE FLOWER

This is a wonderful bud, is it not true?
Lovely as it is,
it could never be as beautiful as you!
While my composure awaits your arrival,
I begin to pace the room,
not knowing how you will behave my dear,
but I shall find out soon.
Your endless charms are distinct and unique,
anything without substance can never compete.
My love for you is deeper than the sea,
and you're the only one for me.

The cause of great joy with a stunning personality,
A mountain of gifts,
could never replace, the happiness,
on your finely structured face.
You make my heart tremble when you,
tease and taunt me,
so I can chase your love down,
like a lion in the open country.
What is the name of this sweet flower?
If nobody else knows!
I believe I have the answer!
Sense it could only be a rose...

By: Jamal Fahim Hassan
A.K.A. Carlos A. Hawthorne
C 1999



"UNCONDITIONAL"

Your sweetness  is my weakness, and not only do I  care,  but  I enshrine the things we've done together along with the times we've shared.

Reliving  the  moments of pleasure  encased  by   intensified passion, no hostility or disbelief this is truth in it's proper fashion.

You sometimes astound me by exhibiting an array of clemency, be that as it may,. because you've obtained my deepest sympathy,

How I really feel about you is far beyond human perception, and I suspected I've become your first choice in sole perfection,

Conscious and constantly pondering what  I  am is that  which warrants sophistication,  engaging  in frolic and play consists of domination and complication,  confined  in a chasm full  of warmth that shall never perish,

Dear Love,  it   is you that my train of thought  could only cherish...
 

By: Jamal Fahim Hassan
A.K.A. Carlos A. Hawthorne
C  1999



"YOUR PRESENCE"

When I look into your eyes, It reminds me of paradise,
And the exquisiteness of exposed wishes shall never be ignored,
But yet in still on the spur of the moment explicitly explored,
The light inside of my soul leads me to love,
That which is only sincere, and causes my thoughts to race
wildly when I reach out to pull you near,
I find a profoundly passionate affection in hopes of unleashing
my loving serenity,
Because the feeling of a warm attachment is a satisfying remedy,
Your beauty appeals to my heart as well as to my eyes,
Taking great pleasure and precious time like the sun when it begins to rise,
If I'm a lout for love then a fool I'll just be,
But it is I who holds the prize and that which is only thee,
By myself all alone in a brown study to reciprocate and being oblivious to the excitement that you display could be my only fate.

By: Jamal Fahim Hassan
A.K.A. Carlos A. Hawthorne
C 1999



WHY DOES MY HEART BEAT LIKE SO ?

After you dive into the open vessel you become
aroused with illimitable movement, surrounded of course
by emotions with no clue on how to elude it, I'm
convinced that you have shown your overwhelming opposition,
so I use affection in order to seal the competition, our
countless moments on a multitude of occasions, has
placed us in very intimate situations, so I feed your
fantasy with molten murmur and teasing touch, while in
every way showing how "I love you" so very much, how
far will I go?  as if you don't know!  Sweetheart in my
stream of conciousness there is no end, I'm compelled
to believe that now we're much more than friends, there's
not a thing in this world  that could take your place
or sooth my needs, it is the response to the attention
I've given is what I choose to achieve...

By: Jamal Fahim Hassan
A.K.A. Carlos A. Hawthorne
C 1999


 UNKNOWN

Can you tell me what it is
that makes me feel this way?
Is there anything that I can do for you?
Is there anything I can say?

How can I please you,
if I have tried everything in the book?
And you will not tell me where you are hiding,
so how will I know where to look.

Could you see, sharing yourself with me?
Do you like being taken by surprise?
Are you atttracted to an individual that is
true and sincere?  Could you stand being
stared in your eyes?

Do you believe in love at first sight?
And have you ever been wooed with the midas touch?
Were you at anytime properly appreciated?
or been told "I love you very much?"

Has anyone ever mentioned that you
are someone special and quite unique?
Is it possible your name is sugar,
because you are so intensely sweet?

By Jamal Fahim Hassan
A.K.A. Carlos A. Hawthorne
      C1999



 EMOTIONS

Far, far away in a place,
that was structured as a home.
There planted were two very small buds,
that the world has never known.

As it began to bloom
there was another quite adjacent
Since neither of them uttered a word,
they knew not of each others presence.

That day passed, the next day came,
where one of thembegun to cry.
So, the other bud turned to look at its' neighbor
making itself known by saying "Hi".

The bud who had suddenly stopped sobbing,
turned around to look and stare.
With the minerals embedded in its' roots,
that made it realize that something or someone cared.

As time went by, night after night,
the wind blew and other flowers grew.
There were often many moments,
when there was only just the two.

After they began to mature,
their relationship started to climb.
So, intimacy escalated by obvious hints,
that were acknowledged by simple signs.

Conciously aware of each others needs,
in which the two indulged so they could fulfill.
When they embraced, their shadows formed a heart,
therefore, they both knew what they had was real...

By Jamal Fahim Hassan
A.K.A. Carlos A. Hawthorne
    c1999



 TIME AND WISDOM

Seconds after Seconds that
become minutes, slowly slip away.
Only to transform into hours,
that eventually exhibits a day.

The sun, the moon and stars above,
have stood still and maintained their position.
They have never deviated or failed in their nature,
displaying an incomplete mission.

By Jamal Fahim Hassan
A.K.A. Carlos A. Hawthorne
     C1999


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