FELTUS TAYLOR's PEN-PAL REQUEST TO THE CCADP:
I
have been on DR for nine years. I am an 38 year old African American man
with brown eyes, 5ft 6 and 188 pounds. I like to read and write and to
meet new people. I consider myself a spiritual person. I love to talk about
God and listen to other peoples beliefs. I have just finished writing an
autobiography, focusing on my journey to Death Row. The book is aimed at
young people, especially those who may already be in the Juvenile Justice
System. My hope is that by reading about my mistakes, it may help them
to turn their own lives around and make more positive choices.
I
am happy to write to either males or females. I just want to have friends
who will not judge me on where I am and that will be a good and loyal friend.
Thank you very much for reading this. I hope to hear from you soon.
Feltus Taylor # 93130
Louisiana state Penit
Death Row /U/D-Tier
Angola, Louisiana
70712 USA
This was my second experience of being in Louisiana for the execution
of a friend. In July 1991 my first death row penfriend, Andrew Lee
Jones, became the last man to be electrocuted to death in Angola. I had
spent that night with Andrew's family at their home in the tiny town of
Glynn, a ferry ride across the Mississippi. It was a truly shocking
experience for my first ever visit to the US.
In May 1992, Sr. Helen Prejean was here in my home town of
Birmingham, England speaking to the members of the LifeLines, a British
DR penfriend's organisation. Later, she asked me, as the LifeLines
Louisiana coordinator, if I would find someone to write to Feltus who
had just arrived on DR. I wrote to him... and so did two other
LifeLiners; Jan McDonald and Carol Bowden. All three of us wrote to
Feltus through all his eight years on DR. We became his other family.
His mother and two sisters.
I first visited with Feltus in May 1993 and he asked me if I would
please do the same for him as I had for Andrew... be there in the event
of his execution. I agreed without hesitation but hoped it would never
come to that.
Over the years we wrote regularly and I visited at least once a year.
Jan, Carol and I also kept in touch, which added to the 'circle of love
and care'. Feltus always drew a smiley face on his letters and referred
to himself as 'Mr. Smile'.
While on DR Feltus 'grew up' in many ways. He learnt how to paint,
helped by another of my penfriends, Scotty Loyd, who was in the
adjoining cell for several years. From Scotty he also learnt how to
control his temper and reflect upon his misspent youth and acknowledge
his responsibility for what happened to condemn him to death row. He
started and later, completed his life story and began to discuss how he
could say sorry to the victims of his crime. He wanted to do something
positive about his life whether dead or alive.
In the last 15 months of his life Feltus had two 'serious' dates with
stays at 36 and 11/2 hours. Jan and I were there both times and took
his aged grandmother, Henrietta up to say her final 'goodbyes'. He
found these stays very difficult to deal with but also, I believe gained
strength and a deep religious belief from them, especially with the
support of his exceptional spiritual advisor, Charlie deGravelles.
But this June there was no stay. Feltus last day of visiting was reduced
to no more than 3 hours by his court appearance but he took control of
the time he had to talk with his family and friends and to draw us
together in prayer and thanksgiving. It was a beautiful and
unforgettable experience. We left at 5pm with heavy hearts but
knowing he had those who loved him to see him through the darkest part
of the day; Charlie, Jean Faria and Michelle Fournet.
Feltus died with dignity and with words of regret and comfort for his
victims. He did not die in vain. His words and hopes will live on in the
form of his book and the Feltus Taylor Foundation. His life brought
people together in love and fellowship and I imagine him smiling and
cracking his jokes till the end of time.
Goodbye, Mr Smile! I love you, my 'special' son.
Jane Officer
Birmingham, UK
July 2000
(From The Lousiana Coalition To
Abolish The Death Penalty)
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